Saving Myself

This is the quickest lyric I have ever written, and it was written with nothing but my feelings.

Saving Myself:

Nobody seems to care anyway,

I try and make myself appear,

But I fail in every single way,

I wish I could change,

But it is never that easy,

Obviously there’s a reason,

But everything I see is hazy,

Will I ever be able to change?

Lose me,

Choose me,

Abuse me,

But please, don’t leave me,

Saving Myself,

From the nightmares, from the pain,

Saving yourself,

From the change that never came,

Somebody please,

Release me from this feeling of a lost age,

Wishing always,

That I could turn back time and Change,

But I’ve had my second chances,

Wasted all those times,

Speaking in past tenses,

This is exactly what I deserve,

Broken into different pieces,

Scattered across my soul,

The truth, finishing my race,

Lie’s never becoming old,

Create me,

Hate me,

Face me,

But please, no more pain,

Saving Myself,

From the nightmares, from the pain,

Saving yourself,

From the change that never came,

Somebody please,

Release me from this feeling of a lost age,

Wishing always,

That I could turn back time and Change,