Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Fate

Hey, its been more than a week, Sorry, I've been having some...writers block. Anyway, this song is inspired by both the goings on in my life and those around me, and the song 'Storm' by Lifehouse. Hope you enjoy, its a little off as usual, so sorry.


Fate:

I tower alone, briefly woken by the waves,

Dreams interrupted, ending the ship of fate,

And as I lie here awake, asking what went wrong,

Alone in the dark, trying to move along,


Yet every time I move, or try to get back up,

I fall onto my knees, and wish I could,

Save her,


Though however I attempt it, fearless, strong or brave,

It’s power is extensive, impossible to save,

Fate is a mere object, the source with a storm,

A powerful opponent, a shapeless painful form,


A grip that appears forceful is truthfully so weak,

The sun loses it colour, reformed to be so bleak,

The power of the wind, the un-controlling roar,

Each single piece of detail as I draw near the door,


Yet, every step goes forward, the exit moves away,

This hell that I’ve been thrown in, will never go away,

The pain,


Though however I attempt it, fearless, strong or brave,

Its power is extensive, impossible to save,

Fate is a mere object, the source within a storm,

A powerful opponent, a shapeless painful form,


As I lie here, the cold wooden planks beneath me,

The numb endless feeling, it’s warm yet I’m freezing,

It’s all to be, the end for me,


Though however I attempt it, fearless, strong or brave,

Its power is extensive, impossible to save,

Fate is a mere object, the source within a storm,

A powerful opponent, a shapeless painful form,


Hearing the wind, screaming out my name,

Clenching my fists, hurting myself again,

Yet inside, this hurricane blows me away,

The pain is so immense, yet I wish I could stay,


‘Cos the pain is so immense, yet I wish, I wish, I wish I could stay…


Though however I attempt it, fearless, strong or brave,

Its power is extensive, impossible to save,

Fate is a mere object, the source within a storm,

A powerful opponent, a shapeless painful form,

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Time is my enemy

Okay, well a change in inspiration for a while. This song is just a lazy thought which had been floating in my head, and I thought I'd put it down to paper before the day ends. I have, and i'm posting it. Thanks for reading:


Time is my enemy:


Unpack that suitcase; bring back your tears,

Release the anger, and re-hide the fears,

Stop feeling lonely, let loose that pain,

Let me embrace you in the winter rain,


Forget my cruel words, ignore my flaws,

Cleanse away memories, re-lock those doors,

Look into my eyes, like you used to do

Begin to love me, like you used to…


Because, I wish you’d just forget it all,

Like a faded memory,

And I wish you’d sweep my fatal flaw,

It’s something I don’t want to be,


But the truth is too strong,

And it’s been far too long,

Time won’t let me be,

It’s my enemy.


Accept my sorrow, pretend you didn’t see,

Going behind your back, a crazy mistake by me,

But all that I ask for, is for you to know,

I’ll fall apart if, you decide to go,


I’m selfish, I’m worthless, I’m nothing anymore,

You were my structure, without you I’ll fall,

Kissing that other meant nothing to me,

You know I’m lieing, as times my enemy,


Because, I wish you’d just forget it all,

Like a faded memory,

And I wish you’d sweep my fatal flaw,

It’s something I don’t want to be,


But the truth is too strong,

And it’s been far too long,

Time won’t let me be,

It’s my enemy.


And now as I stand here, and watch as you leave,

I realised my damage was the punishment I’d receive,

Tear from your eyelid, stain my broken heart,

But what hurts the most, is the fact that I tore us apart


Because, I wish you’d just forget it all,

Like a faded memory,

And I wish you’d sweep my fatal flaw,

It’s something I don’t want to be,


But the truth is too strong,

And it’s been far too long,

Time won’t let me be,

It’s my enemy.

Friday, January 11, 2008

Since your wedding day

Hey, it know it's been a while since I've posted anything, but hey, thats life. Hope you all had a happy new year, and hope you like these lyrics. They are inspired by yet another Smallville episode, when Lana and Lex get married. Unfortunately for Clark Kent, who loves Lana, he can't stop this. 'Since your wedding day', brought to you by Tomjackfox.


Since your wedding day:

You promised me, a single vow of your devotion

Mrs to be, I thought you’d stay with that emotion,

Lost in your thoughts, I realised I was the prime target,

Since your wedding day, my minds been set on trying to forget


Because, it hurts so much, a searing pain,

As I watched him take you again,

I couldn’t bare to stand and watch you,

It left me weak, when you said I do…


Our final kiss, your message deep within,

Within your lips, an unwanted leap within,

Your final words, your final chance to leave me burdened,

A joke to me, successfully aim to leave me hurtened, (New word!)


Because, it hurts so much, a searing pain,

As I watched him take you again,

I couldn’t bare to stand and watch you,

It left me weak, when you said I do…


What have you done? The truth I told,

I dream at night, that what you hold,

Is more than I, can fight or stand,

This lie I’ve kept, is my demand,


Here I stand, behind your dress,

Revealing beauty I must confess,

Your honest smile, your truth less grin

This time I lose, slyly he wins,


Because, it hurts so much, a searing pain,

As I watched him take you again,

I couldn’t bare to stand and watch you,

It left me weak, when you said I do…


Your car drives by, you look back at me in my confusion,

Tears from your cheeks, tell me this isn’t the real conclusion,

A final chance, will re-appear in this mist of dawned emotion,

I understand, lets fix this crack in your devotion,


Because,


It hurts so much, a searing pain,

But I tell you, she’ll be mine again,

As I watched you take her, it left me torn apart,

But I promise you,

Next time, it’ll be your heart…