Lost Curse.

I don't know...just a quick burst of inspiration.

Lost Curse

Like falling down the deepest hole,

Nails gripping to the edges,

You crawl whilst your crying soul,

Slowly drops to the floor,

What will you do?

How will you do it?

This ever-lasting curse binds your mind,

Be careful what you’ll find,

Escaping danger,

A plan made in heaven,

Formulated in hell,

Yet destined to go well,

Unforgiving and broken,

Swallowed by the words spoken,

Running through doors,

Embraced by your curse,

The urge to escape,

The urge to break,

The urge to be free,

Just you and me,

Shadows creeping around corners,

There silence echoed like screams,

Closing my eyes as they are,

Eating away at my dreams,

What can they do?

What will they do to me?

The glimpse of a crucial cure,

As my soul slowly falls to the floor,

Looking back,

Lost curses dying,

Prison guards crying,

As I’m smiling,

Unforgiving and broken,

Swallowed by the words spoken,

Running through doors,

Embraced by your cause,

The urge to escape,

The urge to break,

The urge to be free,

Just you and me,

You, me…

And a lost curse.

Like the day.

Like I said, maybe I'm just taking it out on the words?

Like the day:

Like the day,

Happiness leads astray,

And Darkness takes control,

The lyrics within this song stand alone,

Sometimes they escape and cry out,

Because it’s obvious to them how I feel,

It’s obvious to them what’s right and what’s real,

To those who read and to those who hate,

Your words do nothing to me,

As when my pen hits the paper, I’m writing with my mind,

I have nothing to hold in, I have nothing to hide,

Like the night,

Stars shine so bright,

Soon get swallowed by the light,

Who cares if it’s the saddest song?

Listen carefully or sing along,

Deep within hides a meaning,

My worries, my cares, my feelings,

Because I don’t care if it’s the saddest song,

I care about what’s right and wrong,

For crying out loud.

It's probably just a phase.


For Crying out Loud:

A picture of broken glass,

Classified by the shards of pain,

Hurdling around my brain,

As I watch myself,

Looking through a mirror,

Reflection lost and black,

My foundation, it cracks,

As I lose myself,

Feeling sorry,

Feeling daunted,

Being fearful,

Being haunted,

By the ghost of a past self,

For crying out loud,

For crying out loud,

If only I had control over my life,

And somehow I could turn back time,

And make things how they were supposed to be,

This person inside, this person is not me,

A stain of smoking blood,

Tears from the years before,

Always knocking at my door,

As I look back,

A sense of cruel words,

Printed in a burnt out book,

Causing me to turn and look,

Look somewhere else,

Dieing slowly,

Dieing in silence,

Always lonely,

Always broken,

By the ghost of a future me,

For crying out loud,

For crying out loud,

If only I could control my own life,

And somehow, once I’d turned back time,

I would make things how they were supposed to be,

Only to realise that in-fact, this was just for me,

Selfishness deprives us of sight,

But protecting yourself,

Protecting yourself is always right…

Saving Myself

This is the quickest lyric I have ever written, and it was written with nothing but my feelings.

Saving Myself:

Nobody seems to care anyway,

I try and make myself appear,

But I fail in every single way,

I wish I could change,

But it is never that easy,

Obviously there’s a reason,

But everything I see is hazy,

Will I ever be able to change?

Lose me,

Choose me,

Abuse me,

But please, don’t leave me,

Saving Myself,

From the nightmares, from the pain,

Saving yourself,

From the change that never came,

Somebody please,

Release me from this feeling of a lost age,

Wishing always,

That I could turn back time and Change,

But I’ve had my second chances,

Wasted all those times,

Speaking in past tenses,

This is exactly what I deserve,

Broken into different pieces,

Scattered across my soul,

The truth, finishing my race,

Lie’s never becoming old,

Create me,

Hate me,

Face me,

But please, no more pain,

Saving Myself,

From the nightmares, from the pain,

Saving yourself,

From the change that never came,

Somebody please,

Release me from this feeling of a lost age,

Wishing always,

That I could turn back time and Change,